i especially love street knights and marvel ladies. it's important to note that i'm very defensive about hank pym.
i don't care for moon knight; you've been tricked.
I’m so happy I got to hang out with Lauren and boxing peeps today ;;
noooo ur the cutie!!
35. talk about things you could stop doing
leaving here ;;
36. talk about your guilty pleasures
right now I have a big problem with peanut butter cookies and cookie bars oh maaannn
37. talk about someone you thought you were in love with
man I thought I loved Jesus yknow I was brought up to love him but then I stopped being a Catholic
he was still a pretty cool dude but I don’t love him or anything
39. talk about things you wish you’d known earlier
tbh right now my entire exam syllabus haha
but seriously uh I wish I’d known I’d have a group of people I love hanging out with and a guy I love hanging out with so I’d discourage my siblings from coming to Chicago next next week and I’d have two more weeks to spend in this town with my boxing family and my boyfriend
40. talk about the end of something in your life
I’m facing the end of my exchange program here and it makes me so sad. I’m having the best time of my life I really can’t think of when I’ve been so happy before. and it’s not even school or anything, it’s going for boxing, it’s Amazon prime, it’s having a pull list in my LCS, it’s being able to text all my friends, it’s being able to talk to them because we’re in the same time zone.
it’s so weird because I’d catch myself smiling and then I’d be reminded it’s coming to an end really really soon and I’d feel like I’d just slipped on ice or something, like I’d feel like I’ve fallen down and everything is cold and it hurts.
I really don’t want to go. I know what’s waiting for me back home it’s loneliness and rejection and just. no.
Oh man my high school isn’t representative of the Singapore post-secondary or even post-primary experience. It is a Maths and Science high school supposedly for kids who like and are good in that stuff. All I know is part of why I’m doing law is because I’ve had enough of maths and science for the rest of my life heh
Some fun fact about my education I’ve never taken a literature class in my life ever uwu
Yeah I was dashing across the street because I was late for school and I’d been late too often that term and my teacher said if I were late one more time I’d get a demerit point. I didn’t see the truck; I think it beat a red light and was speeding or shit I can’t really remember until today
As i lay on the road it started to rain and my class rep called me telling me the bell had rung was I going to be late again
Oh yeah I got a police warning for jaywalking too!!! My first ~brush with the law.
1. talk about the first time you watched your favourite movie
Oh I don’t know what I’d call my favourite movie I have so many but I can’t actually name one when prompted…
uhh I watched saving face secretly on my laptop some time ago when the house was empty
I cried a lot. a lot a lot a lot. it was one of the first times I’d ever seen queer Chinese, that aahhh it’s not a western thing, oh okay they were Americans but look the main character’s family was deeply traditional just like mine and they accepted her and her girlfriend in the end!!! And I really ID with Wil a lot, like she rolls her eyes at her mom but loves her and she seems tired of the community she belongs to (mostly because of the people in it) but she still loves it because it’s part of her. and the way she dresses the way she acts around Vivien I can really see myself in her sobs
2. talk about your first kiss
it was almost 2 am I think we just came out of the bar, it was open mic night and lots of uh… not really good people had been performing that night. this dude went up and I told him, I bet you he’s not good. and he said, will you bet me a kiss?
Oh so the dude was good and I kissed him on the cheek.
and I think that dude or the dude after him (he was really really good wow) played this song that’s either called brown sugar or had that in the lyrics
so later on when we were waiting for the bus he asked me if I knew what’s brown sugar and he kissed me uwu
4. talk about the thing you had the most regret for
uhh not going for boxing even earlier. not going out with him earlier.
also taking this module psychology and the law I really don’t know what’s happening and exam is next week hah
5. talk about the best birthday you’ve ever had
this year I turned 21 and my friend gave me a west coast avengers omnibus
3. talk about the person you’ve had the most intense romantic feelings for
Oh my god I really really just love her royal majesty shuri like please can she marry me or just make me her consort her harem a one night stand whatever like
-clutches chest and sobs-
Wait did you mean a real person
17. talk about someone you want to be friends with
ahhh this person is a popular tumblr and they’re friends with my friends from the comic chat days and they’re really wonderful and so talented and cute but I think they don’t like me, that is, if they even care for my existence
25: talk about an ex-best friend
I had a best friend during my third and fourth years in high school (our high school is six years long I didn’t go to a middle school), or at least that’s what I thought. I don’t think she was really my friend, let alone a best friend. uh it was complicated although it doesn’t hurt anymore to think about it but yeah she moved school before our fifth year which was our residency year so I had no roommate for the entire year we were staying in school! Which I’m grateful for actually because I had space and time alone to really grow up and came to terms with a lot of things about myself then. thank you ex best friend.
34. talk about the worst physical pain you’ve ever endured
I’ve been so lucky about not enduring much physical pain in my life tbh
but to answer the question well when I got hit by that truck I guess??? I didn’t break anything (the doctors couldn’t believe me when I said I was hit by a speeding truck and got flung five meters; my mom still calls it a miracle and she still teStifies about it in prayer circles ha ha ha) but I had really bad abrasions on my lower body and they fucking hurt when you put the … ointment thing on them
38. talk about songs that remind you of certain people
Oh man I’m really bad about this if you mean real people
but every time I listen to bastille’s Pompeii I think about Adam I’m not sure why I think it’s cuz we listened to the song while hanging out with him in his grandpa’s place
I miss Adam
it’s also not acceptable to send people of color to watch mayo on wonderbread for 9 hours straight. and have the villains be muddy and muscular. and film your movie on Aboriginal land w/only white models.
but yeah. white men, amirite?
White Feminism y’all.
with a white washed heroine to boot